Japan & me

i am looking at my current pink nails,

but still got no idea of what to blog,

haha i so cannot declare myself as a blogger or a blog owner.

btw 11th march ago,

as i was battling with finishing those essay of mine together with a presentation and i got the credit test on the same day,(not really a good day though but i pass it rather well )

Japan was hit by 8.9 ritcher (how to spell this?) scale earthquake plus a massive tsunami.

i cant believe my eyes to see those video of japan being swept away in seconds,

omg i cant imagine the terrifying experience if i was there to feel it.

n i was so worried for my superduperbestfriend, kun

who apparently lives in fukushima, close enough to the leaked nuclear plant

dear kun

i know it will be hard for u to resume normal life after this

as the trauma will still haunt,

but ill be praying hard from here,

for u, and for Japan..

to recover soon..

aminn

nway :)

i got my self a pair of i think an oxford shoes :P

so happy that i dont have to menabung for that beautiful topshop oxfords as i found a way cheaper one at cameiau! with a 50 percent discount

yes! im good budgeter. (heh a good quality to be a wife i guess :P lol, calon pon xder :P)

gotta think what style that suits it.

owh and i am sooooooooooo in love with a polkadot dress from zara which is 80% off the normal price,

last piece pon..

but my sisiter think it look too oldies..

hahaha maybe now i really wanna try vintage stuff i guess:P

so ketinggalan zaman kn?

kt mesia dah berkurun dah.

huhu

another things bout me,

i am currently doing my ophthalmology rotation..

which i think is a pretty interesting subject..

gotta focus more..

i must say i have been lacking in class last sem due to what ever..

i know u cannot give to much excuse but yeah im a human,

im not a superwomen who know how to delete it all,

or throw it all,

i really really wish i have that delete button on my brain,

but gotta accept who u are :P

so yeah lots of exams to do,

nevermind :0

ill take smaller steps each time,

but i know i will reach there in time.

cant wait to be in malaysia,

i rather play teka teki with my baby sister live than in skype.

huhu.

happy birthday ex-roomate!

Its twentyfourthoffebruary! n it reminds me of something :)

u know,i always forgot bout the exact date of ur birthday :P

its just me, im sorry :D

we used to be super closed i can even hear u sleeptalking,

but now...

sigh..

sorry..

even its your BIRTHDAY!

i cant give u this..

or even make u this :(

despite my inability to give u this and that..

i still hope u'll be super duper happy on ur birthday!

thank u for entertaining me with ur awesome dance move :P

and thank you for the ear,hands and hugs u lent to me..

please know u are one awesome, sengal and most dramatic person i have ever met..

hahahaa..

may Allah bless u dear Zizi.

happy happy birthday!

p/s: see how dramatic she can be?i cant even understand the pose :P

love,

ex roomate

kerinduan

kadang2 bila fikir teringin nak jadi balik budak junior yang gila naif. walaupun jadi junior memang hampeh sebab kena buli dan kena kutuk ditambah lagi dengan jelingan tajam nak mampus kakak2 senior,tapi sekurang2nyer hati sorang2 semua boleh dikatakan suci murni lagi..alangkah bagusnya kalo boleh jadi baik balik cmtuh..(bukan lah bermaksud da besar nih jahat ker ape,tpi sekurang2nyer semua org ngaku time jadik budak form 1,sapa je muka x innocent,skema habis??)

jadik,sebagai junior kt soksek,memang banyakle program yang diciptakan khas,wajib untuk junior-junior2 dengan harapan junior2 semua boleh jadik manusia berguna :P

antaranya :

• usrah setiap malam sabtu
• bacaan zikir selepas prep (mlm jumaat ke?)
• junior wajib semayang jemaah (yg nih plg xboleh blah sbb klo subuh di hujung minggu,smpai matahari nek xde gak senior nek musolla,apasal la bodo sgt x smyg je..sigh~)
• bacaan tazkirah selepas sembahyang maghrib

errr time jdik junior yakni masa form 1 ngn form 2,rasa memang xsabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sgt nak melepas diri dari seksaan nih.kira cam dah nek f3,aku dgn gembira mengisytiharkan diri merdeka konon dah besar..cess bajet gila..

tapi sekarang,isk tetiba rasa rindu nak balik sekolah,dan buat benda2 diatas balik.especially bacaan zikir tuh..rse cm best dpt duk dalam bulatan besar ramai2 sambil pegang tangan org sebelah n just purely berzikir dlm kegelapan musolla tuh..hurm :) if only i could turn back time..

well somehow walopon those aktiviti nampak lame at those particular time, but it does give good memories to me. n i miss those good old times back there in soksek.

p/s: sampai sekarang pon masih hafal lagi lagu inteam - akrab persahabatan. semua usrah punya pasal .LOL

p/s/s: sesapa yg terlibat,apa cer koir warisan?hahahaha

pesan ayah

hari nih telefon rumah :)

di jawab dgn suara budak kecik nur iffah yang gembira,tpi bila dgr je sora kakak dia ,dia terus tone bosan!hahaa ngong sungguh..well budak tuh penting sebab dia jer paling teror dari bpak n mak i untuk bukak skype and on webcam bagai :P hahaa budak tuh bru darjah 2 ok :P tpi telah dilatih sejak 2 3 thun yg lepas~haish budak skrg..teror betul ngn teknologi

so dah berjaya skype call tuh,tetibe dia sibuk2 nak buat sesi berteka teki..tengah happy la gamaknye,kalo x mesti dia malas2 nak sembang potpet ngn kakak dia yang asek tanya soalan boring cm ipah dah mkn? ipah sekolah best? ipah buat ape? jawapan ipah kebanyaknnyer camnih, " ipah x larat la (=.=) , xbuat ape2" . hampeh betul adik sorang nih,mentang2 da besar malas plak nak layan kakak sendrik. sabar jelaaaaaaaaaaaa..tapi tuhla adik kesayangan manja nak mampus dan nakal rasa nak cubit2 je.

owh i have a habit of kalo tepon rumah mesti ckp ngn sorang yg dlm umah..mula2 turn mak..ckp blalblalblablalbla pot pet sana sini..ngadu sana sini,menggedik sana sini ngn mak...heheee tiba la turn si ayah..bila ckp ngn ayah,anak dia banyak masalah..terus ayah ckp

"hidup ni masalah xkan habis smapai bila,belajar pon ade masalah,kerja pon ade masalah, duk saja2 pon ada masalah,ayah yang nak menoreh jer pon ada masalah contoh seperti pisau menoreh x asah lagi :P" hahaa baik ayah! noted!

pang kena sebijik kat muka anak dia..xboleh mengeluh kesah banyak mana sgt.Allah kn ada untuk kita :) owh dan mereka2 yang ada dan menyayangi kita walaopon dtglah ribut taufan ape ker ( well u know who u are,n i appreciate having u guys in my life ).

well i had fall into one deep darkness, for few weeks,i did nothing but just trying to keep living, then ive been taking some small steps n start walking again..i guess now maybe its time to do the running.. :)

and ill keep smiling. i deserve to be happy :)

..

a boy once said to me.."u are like a stone, i kept showering u with water but u will never absorb"..

somehow it did hurt me..

so much somehow i thought of myself as a shit..

yeah thats what i felt back then..

but today,i realised one thing..

that all us are beautiful in our own way..

every single shitty way,

a woman can be as hard as a metal,

as solid as rock,

as soft as a sponge,

as smooth as silk,

but only with the right hand..

what might seems ugly can turn to be so beautiful,

n so precious that..

u'll regret of letting it go..

yes im a stoner,

but only if u carved it well,

u'll see the beauty one who never see..

too bad u r just a boy,n always will be a boy..